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Faded

2010-03-30T06:18:00.000-07:00

I can't ignore you
Out of my mind
You're always there
All the time

Can I not see you
When I close my eyes
But you linger all around me
Like butterflies

Oh, I just can't get enough of you
Oh, I don't ever want to make you go

Cause all I have, is this memory, melody
In my heart, it beats, like the raindrops
Washing over everything

You'll be safe here
You'll be safe here
I'll hold you close here
I'll hold you close

* My first official song wrote and recorded. Woots!

Moral of the story

2010-03-14T07:53:00.000-07:00

I turn off the radio, and rock a CD

There ain't nothing on the air for me

Songs that decribe things I can't hide

From myself, from myself

To wit I'm alright, I still see with my eyes

The wonders of this life, details alive

Combing through my split ends

I will thrive

I'm walking with two left feet

Gonna jump and run right off this cliff

I'm falling into the moral of the story

Free falling into sweet reality

No budgy chord to pull me back up

My scream will say, all the way, it will get better

Glitter in my eyes

Smudge paint on the horizon

You're gonna miss me tonight

Just not as much as I will try

If life had a soundtrack

2010-01-07T07:57:00.000-08:00

Like a cassette on repeat

Like the shuffle of my feet

If life had a soundtrack

I'd play you back to back

The melody to my words

From sadness to love

Genre from genre You'll be

The favourite part of me

The ups and downs of tempos

Transpose to good times and downs

You'll be playing in my mind

I'll be humming your song

If life had a sountrack

I'd put you on repeat

Just so you would come back to me

When the silence creeps

More Than Enough

2010-01-06T22:31:00.000-08:00

You Are Enough For Me
You Came And You Set Me Free
Now I'm all that I can be
Cause' You are Enough For Me

You Made me new, Your Love Is True
I am Yours
You Made me new, Your Love Is True
I am Yours

Is there nothing?

2010-01-01T09:00:00.000-08:00

Is there nothing I can say
Nothing I can disturb
To keep me from Your Mercy
And Your love?

Countless times I've ruined
The good start, first impression
To only be met with understanding
And compassion

This is too good to be true
A second chance, a wreck made new

I live to worship my King
With all I am
Through all the hurts and the pain
I'll always run to Him

You came and brought me back
To where I belonged
So that I may grow
And live my life as a love song
To You...

This is too good to be true
A second chance, a wreck made new

I live to worship my King
With all I am
Through all the hurts and the hills
I'll always run to Him

Abba Father, hear my prayer
Let Your Will done
Abba Father, hear my prayer
Let Your Will done

Conquer

2009-12-17T05:47:00.000-08:00

Like the waves of the sea
Once rough, now peacefully calm
The motions of the ups and downs
Will not wither my faith

Your unfailing love bursts through
Reminding and pouring out
In abundance grace is shared
Christ fills the air

Break open the doors
This world is His to take
The truth shall be spoken
Lift your voices and sing

The power of the Lord will conquer
The power of the Lord will conquer
Our universe

This world will bow before Him
This world will bow before Him
And be risen

Step up with your faith and march on
Step up with your faith and march on

Just Perfect

2009-12-05T08:29:00.000-08:00

Stupidity would be a mercy
To be called that identity
Stumbling on my steps I move
Through this muck of truths

Stuttering on words
I explain as well as ducks
I tangle my fingers in my hair
Misplace things with forgotten care

Run and roll into the fire
Point a finger at the dry day
And blame it on the sun

Counting backwords, losing numbers
The Alphabet would surely falter
With the voice, who plays with toys
Barbie Dolls, just perfect

I jab my eye with the sight
Of colours on the walls
I kiss the cactus,
their pricks and all

Not looking both ways
When crossing the street
I turn an give a wave
To the car's horns and beeps

Run and roll into the fire
Point a finger at the dry day
And blame it on the sun

Counting backwords, losing numbers
The Alphabet would surely falter
With the voice, who plays with toys
Barbie Dolls, just perfect

I am special so are you
Is the sky black or blue?
As the day ended, now what do we do?
Have you got a clue?

360

2009-12-03T02:28:00.000-08:00

To think I once had a vision
Of bright 'going to be's
Perserverance seems like a drag
Would I ever rise again?

I once held on to you
Is this the moment where I push off
Spread my wings and try to fly
My eyes watching the downfall

I'm asking for this
Bring me out of bliss

We could have been so much more
Complimenting one another in every aspect
Is it too late to turn 360
Will the world still turn
And would we be turning it?

I still hope, this can't be the end
The rain would still fall
Things can bend

Traffic In My Life

2009-11-30T06:36:00.000-08:00

It's like someone left the light on
It's like stepping in quick sand
Running the red light, holding on too long
This wasn't part of the plan

You were supposed to hold me
Your promises speak loud and ring in my ears
Handle me smooth and properly
Scare away all my deepest fears

What happened to us, why did you leave me
I know you're there, but why does it disturb my mind

The milk's been spilled, it runs the floor
If I can't cry, I won't point the finger
Why is the door still locked
Your voice in the room it lingers

I'll run into traffic to escape
Spin me around to watch the lights
Make the noises stop, ease the ache
I mouth words meant to bite

I pushed you off the bridge
I watched you fall helplessly
Nothing more than a small twitch
It seems like such a sin to breath

I know what I'm doing
And that's the issue

Into Forever

2009-11-19T08:01:00.000-08:00

Into Forever Come let us gather
At the foot of this life

Come and start over, for worse or for better
Make your choice

And we'll move with Him, yes We'll move with Him
Take up the cross, and rescue the lost
His Will Be done

Swing open the gates, pour down the rain
Let it flood with His Glory, And overflow, His love unto this world,
We'll stand in unity, and sing sing the name of Jesus

This generation, has been blessed
To bring the nations to release

Our time is coming, the day begins
The battle rages on, We'll go for the win
In His name, In His Name

We will start the flame
We will start the revival
In His Name
In His Name

( This is a song. Got the melody and everything. Woo~ Hope it'll turn out nice.)

Not Printed

2009-11-17T06:18:00.000-08:00

Dab the colours on the line
Brush away what once was mine
I'll breathe the time into my mind
But I can't forget, our precious time

Not printed on photos or notes in the sand
We didn't leave anything on our hands
The marks are burnt deep within
Tattoos of a once upon a time

The world still moves and the sun still sets
People make fortunes and lose huge bets
I gambled our time with my heart on the line
Jackpot digs as I say goodbye

I see the big tree in your mirage
To reach for you, I'd face a charge
Hear what I'm thinking, not my act
Keep moving forward and don't look back

Jingle

2009-10-17T07:09:00.000-07:00

Jingle me jingle me happy
Jingle me jingle me blue
This sound travels through the daylight
Have I got a message for you

Have you ever been happy?
Have you ever been blue?
Tickle dee tickle dum doo di
Making up words are so free

The sunlight creeps in through the window
I see the sleep on your face
I would love to wake you
But remain in your embrace

Jingle me jingle me happy
Jingle me jingle me blue
This sound travels through the daylight
Have I got a message for you

As I turn on the water
I fall into the flow
My ears ring with laughter
We had the night before

Putting on my soft boots
I look at you one more time
And decide to not wake you
There's just to much to bind

Jingle me jingle me happy
Jingle me jingle me blue
This sound travels through the daylight
Have I got a message for you

I move and touch your dense hair
I smell your sweet cologne
And turn to face the back door
Saying goodbye to a place once called home

We knew this was going to happen
It had to end this way
Cause I'm not in your reality
I'm a whole distance away

Hey Mr.Typewriter

2009-10-17T07:00:00.000-07:00

Hey Mr.Typewriter, its been awhile since we got together
How've you been, how's your keys doing
Seems like the last time we had touched, we did so much
A masterpiece, made up so many sillies

You been coated with a layer of dust
How many times have I betrayed your trust
I wipe it off and see a memory
And what we owned and how were used to be

Finally time to wake up and feel the breeze
Time to take on, all the activities
Draw on a smile and beat the happy
In your heart, its time to start
Living.

Let's go somewhere, a far mirage
I've got a thought, let's make it large
Your sound is sweet, and familier
I press down on, the many words

We are writing history
We are fighting, our enemies
There's one way we, can bring down the covers
But we ain't fighters, just lovers.

Finally time to wake up and feel the breeze
Time to take on, all the activities
Draw on a smile and beat the happy
In your heart, its time to start
Living.

As we draw the finish line
I feel our hearts, in perfect line
I add a dot at out sentence
And I see a sort, of redemption.

A cry

2009-07-31T05:41:00.001-07:00

The Walls are closing in
And the lights are dimming
My feet are walking on air
My head is spinning

With thoughts I never thought
And things I never saw
So I reached out and grabbed
The One I love

I'm scared, can you guide me through
I left, the only place I knew
Second glances back and I wonder
Should I have stayed, or should I leave

I stumble like I've learnt to walk
And tasted air, I had to stop
I linger... in the presence
Of the one who made it all

Should I go, can I run back
To the life I build, on my fast track
On to where I've never been
But now I think, that was blessing

I'm cold, I'm warm
Absorbing all the beauty
Around me, surround me
Embrace me, break me
Heal me, Release me
Touch me, Love me
Let me live for you

Let me live for you...
Let me live for you.

Struggle

2009-07-06T05:16:00.000-07:00

To look upon the beauty of the Lord
I'd count the times that He had me amazed
To feel His loving presence in embrace
The true unfailing grace flows in His ways

The God of all creation comes to me
And lifts me with pride and liberty
I in turn sin and fall again
To have Him capture me in the rain

Just when the sun sets and beauty fades
In my mind the real battle remains
But through the tears and struggles I will see
All our Lord has done for you and me

He walked to the end
He rose the covenant
He chose the ones He loved
To show the earth He knows where we have been

Just when the sun sets and beauty fades
In my mind the real battle remains
But through the tears and struggles I will see
All our Lord has done for you and me

if i were an angel

2009-06-25T05:02:00.000-07:00

If i were an angel
I'd watch as the sun rose high and hear the music it brings
I'd be in the wind and low through the trees and grass
I'd taste the nectar in the flowers and see their true colours

As the old return home and the new enter this life
I will be there to watch it all
I'd know them, I'd have watched Him form them
And I'd help them find their way back home

I'd be with the rain, as it cleanses the earth
I'd feel the joy the plants feel, the soil
Pulling them up as they sprout from the ground
Bloom alongside them, yell His Greatness

Breathe given to the breathless
A second chance to those wirh no hope
I'd be there watching as they cry out for help
Sometimes not knowing who they're crying out to

If I were an angel
I'll be there with you as you sleep
I'd hold your hand, even if you can't feel me
I'd smell you, even if you'd just have sweet dreams

I'd have the memories you've forgotten, kept in my mind
I'd have your scars and good moments on track
I'd have all the things that make you up
But not enough, to touch

If I were an angel, I'd learn to fly
Not away, but towards the sky
To embrace the warmth of an unearthly source
An instrument of some sort
To the setting of the sun

This Is just A Test

2009-06-23T22:50:00.001-07:00

I'm terrible with blogging. Someone please talk me out of this. I can't even IM with those short form words. I hate them, lol, name me someone who actually laughs like that and I'll use it.

And there goes the rambles.

The words on this blog, isn't necessarily understandable. Really, if you've never experienced the sweet and sour life slaps you with then you would probably think I'm nuts. (Which I'm not*) This is my form of art. Its not much, its not as extravagate as the paintings on the wall of art museums but I assure you, I painted it out of the colours of emotions (sounds so cheesy), sculpted out of my mind and decorated with experiences.

Although I do tend to ramble and sulk and such but bear with it. Try and read between the lines. :)